I know it's been a while since my last post. I've just been doing some thinking. I've just been doing some falling, and some getting back up again, trying to figure out the way forward with the pregnant ladies, and perhaps the ladies in general. Which brings me to the place I'm at now, but how did I get here?
One thing that this blog has done for me is put me in touch with strangers from all over the world, men, pregnant women, and even couples. One of these strangers introduced me to a website called Seeking Arrangement. It's a site for sugar daddies and sugar babies, but he claimed there were tons of pregnant women on there. I had heard about it before, years ago, and never gave it much thought He insisted I try it out. So I signed up for my birthday.
My first thought after trying it out: this is the new frontier of meeting women, or sugar babies. Boy was I in for a surprise. There were a lot of pregnant women on there, just not in my area. So what ended up happening? I forgot my purpose in the first place, and all the benefits of why I prefer pregnant women. And that's how I got myself into trouble.
My advice to you, be true to yourself and what you're looking for. If you're not, you will end up getting lost in the sea of confusion, and it will take you a long time to find your way back. I'm still trying. I did meet some lovely women, women with stories as unique as mine. Women who have been through a lot. I also met plenty of catfish! The true test of is a woman right for me: can I tell her about my pregnancy fetish and not feel ashamed. So far, almost all of them have passed that test. Except for one...
The second woman I met was the most beautiful: latina, educated, works two jobs, looks like a model. She's so good looking that when we had our first date someone pretended they were me as soon as she arrived at the restaurant. I waited for 15 minutes as she was drinking and talking with someone who she thought was me. After she went to the bathroom and saw my texts asking where she was she realized she was with the wrong guy! Tip: make sure the person you're on a date with is really the person you have been communicating with!
She's almost too good for me, and that's intimidating. She isn't looking for much, just someone she clicks with and who can help her from time to time. I haven't told her about my fetish yet, maybe I won't need to. Maybe we will get so comfortable that I will be able to. At this point I wonder if I'll see her again. I cooked her dinner (salmon, broccoli, and pasta) the other night, but it didn't turn out well.
But in the past few days I managed to find a few pregnant women either in my area or near by, and I'm going to stay on track and see what happens. We'll see whether the fetish wins, or the normal one. Final thought: if you're a man looking for the edge, SA can provide it, but be careful. If you're a pregnant woman, SA can also be another way to find someone to take care of you and keep you company. Just have fun, and don't take things too seriously, or life for that matter!